these thingies we call MEN

i dont get it.

i dont get how the male brain works.ive been told that i have THAT kind of brain.

at first i thought that was a compliment.now i realize its more of an insult.

seriously.

why cant they all function normally and not so dramatically?

WHY?

why does everything have to be a goddamn drama?

AND QUIT CRYING GODDEMMIT

food of the day

I, Being Born a Woman and Distressed

I, being born a woman and distressed
By all the needs and notions of my kind,
Am urged by your propinquity to find
Your person fair, and feel a certain zest
To bear your body's weight upon my breast:
So subtly is the fume of life designed,
To clarify the pulse and cloud the mind,
And leave me once again undone, possessed.
Think not for this, however, the poor treason
Of my stout blood against my staggering brain,
I shall remember you with love, or season
My scorn wtih pity, -- let me make it plain:
I find this frenzy insufficient reason
For conversation when we meet again.

Edna St. Vincent Millay

have u ever had that feeling..

like just when ur gonna give a person a chance,

he/she fucked it up so bad that it just draws the line?

its an interesting feeling really.

especially when the person is a total psycho and u just never realized it.

it made u go speechless.

made every sweet memory left of him/her just vanished into thin air.

no longer that person u know.

just somebody.

and thats how its gonna be.for the rest of your life.

imprinted deep inside your brain and your heart.

some guy.some girl.
no more than that.

the interesting part is,
just how very few seconds ago

u smiled to yourself thinking there actually might be hope.